My first post in 2013

WOW!! this is gonna be my first and last post in 2013 lol

what i have been doing??!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!

happy new year happy new year happy new year !!!!!!!!!!

okay …

before, if we mention about 2012. it would be like awwwwww the earth is going to explode something?

BUT see now…. it’s already 2012!! still fine, isn’t it?

so come on, since we don’t know what to happen next. just do not worry much about the future, look at yesterday and today.

what we have gone wrong for yesterday, let’s just make it better today. i think that’s enough :)

and either, what we have gone wrong for last year, let’s do it better for this year!!! wink wink ;)

for me, even though i got only 2 holidays for new year but i still got chance to go some nice places  with my lovely friend *v*

i also hung out on the new year’s eve,  i saw the beautiful fire works, so cool of it and i love it but i don’t wanna mention the detail after that lol  what i can tell is…..it was worse in my life. i got a lesson anyway ;)

Celebrating at Central World. was fun and nice. but i didn’t like many people

and then, i didn’t sleep all night after that…

so since i got home around 4.30 am, i don’t sleep and then i just prepared myself to hang out with friend and yeah, i was really moody and dizzy. i didn’t in a good mood at all :D

got the free train’s ticket :))) i was surprised when my friend said it’s free lol

i slept in train since i didn’t sleep for wholeeeeeeeeeeeee night. and we headed to Chasengsao which is a province in Thailand :)

here the first place we got in for praying, i need to be covered by a cloth because i wore short pants which is not allowed to get in the temple :P

then we rode the Songteaw to the old market~

then we rode the boat to another temple, it’s nice being in boat like that lol exciting (feel like to fall down anytime lol)

headed to the temple and met the pier

  

(gosh, the quality of the picture is so cheapppp! lol)

i was about to take the photo with the view behind me but lol…. it’s only ME lol

THEN! we went to another temple which is veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy farrrrrr , took about 2 hours to there and changed many Songteaw.

  

there’re like hundreds people here… too many… i wondered… since we are buddhist.. and these are not something in Buddha… but they came and pray for this… some time i just think Thai people got really many religions in one person :D (i just went there for viewing not praying yah) oh they were very big by the way… amazing.

 

 

after finished all these places, it’s about 4.30 pm already so we headed to the train station to back home.

and the train came like 7 pm!!! shit! we sat there for 2 hours plus!! @_@ i could feel hurt of my ass because of sitting too long time….

thanks god i could back home finally lol.

DONE

and…

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 again ^0^

one of my friend is so negative lol he thought that it’s gonna be a doom day something in the new year’s eve lol but we passed it… i think it’s gonna happen some day anyway. we will never know what god think.

So, just live as if we’re gonna die tomorrow. and we will never regret when look back, because we won’t let the time passed by without doing something.

live with happiness everyone ^^

Annie <3

my friend and hair :D

huh? i update kinda often huh? :PP

well, just now my friend suddenly came to my room and said she wanna do something to my hair so i let her do it lol

and it's done pretty good ;)

:D

annie.

Hungryyyy

okayyyy

as what i always complain about is that i'm fattttttt!

haiz....yeah.... i'm gonna make plan for diet again lol (almost everytime actually but i just didn't do it well haha)

and i didn't know what brought me to some food website and that made me ermm.... hungryyyyyyy @_@ as soon as i see the pictures of those foods... from the eyes run through the brain and the brain start to order the stomach lol and make a noisy sound lol ahhh... hungry .....

actually i'm planing to exercise 30 mins a day..... and do some legs moving. Also eat less. i wish i could reach my target >-<

cuz i'm really fat now, feel really uncomfortable T_T my legs are the problem!!! haizzzzz!

alright i hope i can do it...

COME ON FATTY!! take your grove and let's fight! wuahahaha (laughing while really hungry @_@)

here some photos of myself lol lol

must lost weight before becoming a bear! lol

annie.

My new ipad cover and my nephew ^w^

Well, nothing much about today lol

just wanna show my cute ipad cover! that's all :P

Cute? ^^ i really love those detail on it!!

by the way.....

my nephew is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk T_T

he went to our hometown to avoid flooding since last month and now he is back!! ^^

i've been really very very missing him for month!!!!

at the very first time we met when he got back..... he seem kinda not remember me lol i took him as soon as he got in home from his mom. his face looked really confused while i held him lol..... like "where the hell is here?" "who the hell is this woman" lol seemed like he start to be cry.

i was like "omg T_T can't you remember me? i'm your aunty baby"

yeah .. it's normal...he's just a baby kid 1.8 years old plus and he leave here for month. so he's kinda not used to the place but then after a while he became comfortable.

he played and talked a lot with me ^^ i'm really happy. because before he went, he still could talked only little but now he talks a lot, he follow almost all of my word and replied me some questions i had with him ^^

ahhh~~~ my son(nephew) is growing up *v*~~ (he became tanner by the way lol look strange to me since he used to be pale)

so, since today i know he would be there at home and i will not be hesitate to back home early to play with him ^^

PS. gonna update his pic later!

Aunty Annie ^^

Almost over

Now my emotion is almost out of control.

I feel like I'm gonna be bomb bomb bomb!!!

Don't push me please

I hope whatsoever I'm gonna do. Would be the right way.

Positive <3 ++++

Annie.

My drawing by ipad2

Hellooo -^_^-

it.....is...... my drawing againnnnnnnnnnnn! woooh! lol

well, it's not the cool drawing or something like that, i just drew it to express my emotion in time. drew it by a finger :P via some application on the ipad ;)

the pictures didn't look nice at all lol they looks childish instead hahahaha

first, need to introduce the applications that i use

My drawing book HD

you must buy the application to unlock some of features but the free version also work well though. only you draw it :)

Hello Color Pencil

it's color pencil!!!! you would also hear the sound of drawing hahaha wanna know how?? try it :P the free version is good enough ;)

alright, now time to show my childish drawing lol

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it was for halloween in Thailand lol Floooooooooding!

we Thai would have such a bad dream while facing the flooding.

Yikees!! crocodile with messy water!

Loy Kratong festival in Thailand and yeah, still flooding lol

was laying boring with a little girl in my room :P

for my friend ^^

was studying... haha

my flower arrangement drawing <3

My dreaming flower garden ^v^

oopsss it's somewhere deep in my mind like this!! believe me? :P

actually, few days ago on the rooftop of my home. i was drawing something on the ipad...to express my feeling that time.....

i drew it almost finish... but i accidently touch on the button "main manu" which mean i have to draw all of them again!!! it deleted all what i have drawn! damn!! i was about to throw out my ipad lol... thanks god i didn't do it haha, till now i still not finish drawing that pic yet... haiz...

this is the bad thing of it...you can touch it accidently.... must be careful lol....

wish you enjoy ^^

annie.

Life Life Life

YEAHHHHHHH~~~~

i always back after didn't update for awhile right? lol

i've been busy? no i'm just lazy actually haha

so what have happened through my life. yeah i'm gonna say about that :P

i'm living in Thailand and now Thailand is flooding!!

i'm living in Bangkok and the water also came to my area.

actually it's began few months ago, since September 2011.

i don't actually know where did it start but from what i heard the first time it was at Ayutthaya , Nakorn Sawan and Lopburi. These provinces are not that far from Bangkok. i didn't think it's gonna come to Bangkok, i didn't think about it at all lol, i just felt regret about those who became the flood victims and donate some money that i could. And then, it seemed like the flower was coming nearer and nearer to Pratumtani and Nontaburi which close to Bangkok and the goverment start to announced to avacuate.

most people in Bangkok didn't believe that it's coming to flood here in Bangkok. but my family already collected some foods and prepare about it. At that time, i was really worried and stress, i though a lot lol because we heard just the rumor of it but the water didn't actually come, just kept worried and checking. it came finally and i became the flood victim lol but it was okay. because we have prepared well. it's just kinda hard to go anywhere because there's the water covered around lol need to take the high car, boat and maybe just walk through the water.

i took this through the window of my room

i learnt something from flooding.

1. we can know people's mind in such a time, anybody is greedy? anybody is kind? something like that

2. i learned how to paint home. how to use silicone. how to paddle(right?) lol

3. i sleep early haha

4. wake up early lol

5. we got a boat! haha

and soooo on.

oh by the way, my place is already dried!!!! i can be able to walk on the ground without water now!!! WUAHAHAHAHAHAHA finally!

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Actually, i'm really stressful now :(

about that i can't be free from whatsoever that i have to do.

i can't leave it but i wanna leave........ actually i just want to run away but it's because i still care of some people. that's why i have to stay.

i think if i say something to them or to anybody, nobody is going understand me or my mind.

Nobody will.

so what can i do?? i can't run away since i'm a responsible person! the way i can is just to stay only. but i don't want to stay.

oh my god.

can they just let me for a while? please... please.....please......

that's it.... i can't say to anyone and i won't but i guess it's gonna explode someday.

and i just wanna say it here since nobody come to read here. just to express... haiz

wooooh woooooooh!! cheer up!!! it will never be that badddd! okay?

smileeeeeeeeeeee!! ^_______^

here i wanna show some good photos that i have taken ^^

my lastest flower arrangment :D not that good though

annie.

Tired

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I'm so tired ... Wanna tell the world that I'm already tired.....

blame no one
blame no thing
But I'm tired

Every time I wanna give up about what I'm doing but I never could. I'm just really tired.

Will anyone listen to this little tiring voice?

No, I'm not gonna give up but I just wanna tell someone. Someone understanding.

Will I feel better if I cry?

Annie

Everything will be alright !!

annie <3